[It feels a little more real for César, too. Talking about the funeral, headstones, and the blessing of the shrine.]
Thank you. I—thank you.
[César's lower lip trembles for a moment..]
Just sharing. I haven't told Magne, yet. I want to wait until she's had longer with her normal life and business before marriage comes up. [You know, the brothel. César makes a slightly needy noise, despite his pain.] God, I want to marry her.
[ A fondness warms his expression like sunlight. Love persists in the darkest places, and Marrow Island is only a little dim. It’s a wonderful sight that’s in front of him, and César has more than shown himself to be an incredibly thoughtful man. ]
Of course. Both of you, take all the time that you need. But for when you have need of an officiant… I know you said you couldn’t do a Catholic wedding, but I did serve for the other denominations back in my unit, since I was the only chaplain around. Sometimes even other faiths—although I always made sure to defer to the right leaders for that, in the case that I couldn’t send for them altogether.
[César can't help but smile now. It's clear how much he loves Magne; just thinking about her makes his mood lift, if even for a moment.]
That's good to know for when we start planning. [He laughs.] I'm definitely a man with simple needs, but I'll share the planning load evenly.
[Mulcahy's earlier words snap back from César's subconscious: frontline military hospital. His chest tightens, his eyes distancing as his smile falls; he's seeing something else.]
I'm a scientist, so I've only seen the medical teams and caskets from afar when they arrive at the base.
[He breathes out—in.] Those casualties I almost ceased for everyone... but of those sins I'm not yet ready to speak. ... a third thing. [To talk about. César looks down to find his bread in his lap now that he's holding the rings, and he goes quiet, brows furrowing. A fourth: Rex's career, a thought he must chew on.]
[ A sort of consternation crosse shis expression. It's not an accusatory look. Commiserative, more like. ]
I understand. Come to me whenever you are ready; I will always be here. But remember that the courage often comes with the action, not before; some things you must do afraid.
[ His brows raise in a kind of resigned surprise, and he huffs softly. A faint skepticism scratches at the back of his mind, one earned from listening to far too many war reports and upper brass, seeing far too many bodies, but. César does not at all seem like one of them. It's easy to extend good faith. He'll pass no judgement until he actually knows. ]
That's... one heck of a call to make.
[ What else can he say, especially if they're saving this conversation for later? ]
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Date: 2024-08-09 03:43 am (UTC)Thank you. I—thank you.
[César's lower lip trembles for a moment..]
Just sharing. I haven't told Magne, yet. I want to wait until she's had longer with her normal life and business before marriage comes up. [You know, the brothel. César makes a slightly needy noise, despite his pain.] God, I want to marry her.
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Date: 2024-08-11 07:02 am (UTC)Of course. Both of you, take all the time that you need. But for when you have need of an officiant… I know you said you couldn’t do a Catholic wedding, but I did serve for the other denominations back in my unit, since I was the only chaplain around. Sometimes even other faiths—although I always made sure to defer to the right leaders for that, in the case that I couldn’t send for them altogether.
*Slaps car* You can fit so much ADHD in this scientist
Date: 2024-08-11 10:52 pm (UTC)That's good to know for when we start planning. [He laughs.] I'm definitely a man with simple needs, but I'll share the planning load evenly.
[Mulcahy's earlier words snap back from César's subconscious: frontline military hospital. His chest tightens, his eyes distancing as his smile falls; he's seeing something else.]
I'm a scientist, so I've only seen the medical teams and caskets from afar when they arrive at the base.
[He breathes out—in.] Those casualties I almost ceased for everyone... but of those sins I'm not yet ready to speak. ... a third thing. [To talk about. César looks down to find his bread in his lap now that he's holding the rings, and he goes quiet, brows furrowing. A fourth: Rex's career, a thought he must chew on.]
I LOST THE NOTIF
Date: 2024-08-28 04:13 am (UTC)I understand. Come to me whenever you are ready; I will always be here. But remember that the courage often comes with the action, not before; some things you must do afraid.
OH NO IT HAPPENS
Date: 2024-08-29 03:29 pm (UTC)A self-deprecating laugh, glancing around at the temple.]
I know; I was terrified the whole time. But it was either that or genocide and the end of the world.
[Whether or not that's hyperbole, the delivery is matter-of-fact casually.]
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Date: 2024-09-24 06:03 am (UTC)That's... one heck of a call to make.
[ What else can he say, especially if they're saving this conversation for later? ]
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Date: 2024-09-26 08:51 pm (UTC)I know, it sounds insane. But I've never been one to do things the simple way, even if my needs themselves are. Magne at least finds it endearing.
[He looks down at the rings, passing a pinky through his mother's engagement ring.] ... they would have loved her.